tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40361967311238650062024-03-05T15:05:32.392+08:00the place i'll return to somedayIndeed, Allah has purchased from the believers their lives and their properties [in exchange] for that they will have Paradise. They fight in the cause of Allah , so they kill and are killed. [It is] a true promise [binding] upon Him in the Torah and the Gospel and the Qur'an. And who is truer to his covenant than Allah ? So rejoice in your transaction which you have contracted. And it is that which is the great attainment. [9:111]Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.comBlogger71125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-38828633019786448492013-08-25T03:47:00.003+08:002013-08-25T03:47:49.102+08:00#10 CemburuDah setahun tak menulis. Harini rasa macam nak kongsikan sesuatu. Bila kira-kira semula tahun yang dah berlalu, sudah lebih 22 tahun sejak mula aku merasai nikmat hidup dalam dunia. Banyak yang berubah. Jauh perjalanan 22 tahun ni tak dapat nak diceritakan dengan lengkap. Tapi, bila ambil satu-persatu cebisan cerita yang kita ingat, terdetik rasa rindu dan rasa ingin kembali.<br />
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I dont know why, everytime i wanted to tell stories about Canada to someone else, I dont really know what to tell. Eventho i feels like theres millions to tell. But i can always answer if someone ask. It annoys sometimes. To tell something to people, but you just dont know which. probably we choose and filters our stories to different people according to several factor that suits the subject that we are about to tell. It happens to everyone right? or not?</div>
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Just now,a new post on fb group saying that one of my batchmate's parent passed away. i think thats the 3rd or 4th post about someone's parent passed away. condolences to them. It must be hard to lost someone that is close to us. I never actually experience such thing before. and at times, i realize that its something that we must think of. Not that i wish for it, but it reminds us of death. To have a feeling of fear that we are not prepared, reminds us of how much sin we've done. So, for ramadhan, do as much ibada as you can. </div>
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<i>Ketika masih asyik melelapkan mata di pagi hujung minggu, terdengar bunyi 'cling' sekalung kunci. Teringat zaman kanak2 dulu bila ibu dgn ayah pergi meinggalkan rumah untuk bekerja. Pernah satu ketika, terkejar2 turun tangga ke bawah untuk berjumpa mereka sebelum mereka pergi. Hampa. Kereta yang sering mereka naiki baru sahaja meninggalkan halaman rumah. sedih rasanya. just saying. </i></div>
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Its getting darker earlier here. Its Asr at 2.00pm and maghrib at 430pm. its getting gloomy everyday. which is not a good news. Im hoping for a longer daylight so that I could do much more stuff. But when its dark, I am more inclined to go back and sitting in front of laptops writing this crap words (now you're reading these crap words). ==. and you will continue to do so. Its true. everyone feels like to go back when its dark. its just natural eh.</div>
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<i>cant wait for winter break . many things is coming up during that time and hopefully everything goes well. Im feeling super-excited thinking about this stuff . haha. to be continued/editted</i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-55936402267085985342011-11-08T04:55:00.002+08:002011-11-14T15:00:47.386+08:00#4 eid mubarak<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwElAGODmR-dn6pM34Tmo3zLAWhGznwO6DAGndouWfaaacFRrwjNG9F-UIouHlH4vmQflq2uowbhTrZcEg5-AeYZ568WPsjPrZvlb7oP56EWLyN_RA98UNpqH3dfxx9yh8t2e4mcfElv0/s400/eiduladha4.gif" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 301px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwElAGODmR-dn6pM34Tmo3zLAWhGznwO6DAGndouWfaaacFRrwjNG9F-UIouHlH4vmQflq2uowbhTrZcEg5-AeYZ568WPsjPrZvlb7oP56EWLyN_RA98UNpqH3dfxx9yh8t2e4mcfElv0/s400/eiduladha4.gif" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><div><p style="text-align: justify;">Selamat hari raya aidl-adha. Buat pertama kalinya, raya ni disambut jauh drpd kerabat di Malaysia. Sini, agak sukar utk sedar yang raya dah pn dekat. Mungkin sbb x ramai yang berkata tentang perkara ni secara awam. atau mgkn sbb kita sendiri yang kurang mengambil tahu ttg keadaan sekeliling kita. Aku cuma sedar akan raya kali ni bila berskype dgn keluarga 3 hari sebelum raya. eh, dah raya? sepanjang mggu sblm raya, x ada seorang pn yang bercerita ttg raya. Mgkn sbb x ada cuti raya. atau orang putih x sebut ttg balik kampung. mmndgkn ini raya pertama di overseas, aku mengharapkan sesuatu yang outstanding. Suasana lain. X semeriah di Malaysia. kalau di Malaysia, Kat mana2 pn ade aje korban. sini korban masa tidur awal pagi aje lah kot. haha.</p><div style="text-align: justify;">Its a decent one. dapat rasa rendang, nasi impit, pulut. susah nak dapat masakan macam ni dekat canada. terima kasih kpd yati's lair sbb buatkan masakan tipikal masyarakat melayu ni.MSA (muslim student association) pula buat bberapa gathering mcm di chez cora lepas solat aidladha, dan tadi, MSA united yang menggabungkan 4 universiti buat lagi satu gathering sempena aidladha. Taraf: not bad. mungkin sebab ini merupakan julung2 kalinya diadakan gathering ni. dan MSA pun baru mula nak aktif di kawasan montreal. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-align: justify; ">harapannya dalam bbrapa tahun lagi gathering macam ni boleh dibuat dengan lebih jaya.</span></div><p style="text-align: justify;">tadi, cuba untuk apply jokes teka teki malaysia dekat sini. pau, binatang terbesar.. semuanya x boleh pakai. haha. di malaysia majoriti akan memahami dan ketawa terbahak2 bila dengar, tapi sini, agak mengambil masa jugak untuk betul2 paham. mungkin cara penyampaian tu agak berbeza yang membuatkan orang lain kurang faham. ah, kena improve sikit la english. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">Kalau kat Malaysia, bila cakap english, selalunya akan tertambah kata penegas 'lah' dekat akhir setiap ayat. Di Canada, ada juga kata penegas yang hampir sama. "eh". contohnya: "<i>We should put a cannister eh?" atau, "lets try a different way eh". </i>kelakar. mungkin baju "lah" yang aku selalu pakai tu ada version "eh" untuk canada. haha.</p><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimlkxIyQIVlLOB9zao5pWAxWUDqTGeDsQGNeU1yG0VTwE-Jga_BMJM6DrpXl-9L0bzxfHJGyBt1B-7xu2DHpURGdb4ttFZwBhLXJUcdeOIvwJo3BTatPHJ5w1n3GZ6bPitQNIXfUKyebA/s320/IMG_0435.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5674742753290179906" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 103px; " /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><p style="text-align: right;"><i>Baru-baru ni, orang sibuk bercerita tentang masalah yang berlaku di timur tengah dan utara afrika. Peristiwa pembunuhan gadafi, revolusi di syria, tunisia. ada yang tahu tentang perkara ni dengan jelas dan berdebat sampai ambil masa 20- 30 min. bila masuk dalam kelompok ni, aku terdiam. x tau menahu pasal fakta ni. rasa loser pun ada. haha. kena banyak membaca lepas ni. =) selamat hari raya.</i></p></div></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-34646897498332193092011-11-05T14:05:00.003+08:002011-11-05T14:27:20.381+08:00#3 Hi Snow.<a href="http://www.janescottbarsanti.com/assets/snow.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 288px; height: 221px;" src="http://www.janescottbarsanti.com/assets/snow.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />Its actually started snowing here. But a really shy one. It only came out for about 30 sec. It was amazing. As I walked through it, I let my palm open, eventhough the wind is killing me, letting the flakes falls onto it. Everyone around was doing the same thing as well. Looking towards the sky, to see how beautiful it is to have the snow at this time around. It was not too cold nor too hot. It was just nice for the snow to came. I'm hoping the winter going to be this way as well. But I knew it wont happen here. the winter here is a place where you dont want to be in. Well anyway, this snow keeps me smiling for awhile. =)<div> </div><div>My expenses hiking up lately. So far, I didnt save even a penny for each month. it even exceeds the limit. Is it because I overspend? or i bought worthless thing. Maybe the winter coat and the instrument kinda disturb my cashflows but yeah, when else are you gonna spend your money if not now. In my perspective, better buy something that you really want now or you'll regret it later. Make a wise choice people.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>"Once upon a life". We only have life once in a lifetime. How-s 'life' so far everyone? satisfying? Fulfilling? having hard time? Live the life that you want to. Set your dream. A dream does not have to be a big dream. Its simply things that you really want to have in this lifetime. Cherish it while you still can. adios.</i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-61509749216921367402011-10-13T14:05:00.002+08:002011-10-13T14:33:06.832+08:00#2 : Thanksgiving<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRQXLPHpbvoacBZfS2xdRd8OBDrSfi3M1uZ2NchLJnoOsBmGHjMQ8JuvY9e0bQr4-03aGvcmYy1iXaI0olqAnDEfY1oUO1FfPOyOQqT6pxT_WafARNinFQP7IT7mWLDMxN9BFaRSfeJ54/s1600/2011-10-09+10.03.17.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRQXLPHpbvoacBZfS2xdRd8OBDrSfi3M1uZ2NchLJnoOsBmGHjMQ8JuvY9e0bQr4-03aGvcmYy1iXaI0olqAnDEfY1oUO1FfPOyOQqT6pxT_WafARNinFQP7IT7mWLDMxN9BFaRSfeJ54/s320/2011-10-09+10.03.17.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5662860988990438866" /></a><br />Tajuk post ni x ada kena mengena dengan thanksgiving. Cuma event ni berlaku masa cuti thanksgiving. cuti weekend yang lepas geng2 montreal berjalan ke Mont Tremblant. Memang excited mula2nya. maklumlah, first time buat trip dekat cni.. lagi2 freshman year.. memang seminggu sebelum pergi dah mula rasa seronok. haha. Mont Tremblant memang sangat cantik sepertimana yang ada dekat laman web. lagi2 masa autumn ni, seluruh bukit berwarna oren, menghidupkan lagi suasana musim luruh.<div><br /></div><div>Trip kali ni kami pergi dengan kereta. Lagi lah bertambah seronoknya. buat pertama kalinya aku dapat merasakan perasaan memandu di sebelah kiri. Agak pening. tambah pula dengan pedestriannya yang mengganggu trafic, laluan memotong di sebelah kiri, traffic light x macam Malaysia. Cuma x ada tol aje. Alhamdulillah, semuanya selamat pergi dan pulang. Tapi, satu perkara yang amat kurang memuaskan dengan kereta sewa ni is servisnya yang sangat lambat. Ikutkan kami sewa kereta pukul 1000 tapi dapat kereta pukul 1.30. memang lari daripada pelan asal untuk berpicnic sambil sunbathing. </div><div><br /></div><div>tungtang2. pukul 430 baru sampai ke destinasi. sepatutnya perjalanan tu cuma mengambil masa 2 jam. tapi disebabkan dengan tersalah jalan, traffic jam mat salleh balik kampung, bertambah lama masa yang diambil untuk sampai. tapi, masih sempat juga berpicnic di kaki bukit sambil mengamati matahari terbenam dan merasa kemeriahan Mont Tremblant yang dibanjiri dengan manusia. tambahan lagi, dapat tunaikan solat dekat kaki bukit tu juga sangat mengujakan. Lapang, dan dapat rasa lembutnya rumput karpet tempat sujud walaupun berlapikkan sejadah mini. lepas habis picnic, jalan2 sekitar ville mont tremblant dan ambil gambar, kami bergerak pulang. 8.30pm. bye2 mont tremblant.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Perjalanan kali ni memberi pengalaman yang secukupnya dekat aku untuk mengatur trip yang lebih organized. Memandangkan ni pertama kali kami sewa kereta dan mencari sendiri jalan dengan bantuan GPS dan mr google maps, perjalanan ni jadi kelam kabut sikit. Mungkin lepas ni perjalanan akan lebih lancar. Next stop: quebec city.InshaAllah</i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-1213993026332989952011-10-02T12:00:00.003+08:002011-10-02T14:40:56.035+08:00#1 : its been a month<a href="http://www.tremblantmountain.com/images/heros/a5191be4a4a58567f62d45e1c0e5c9e4.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 770px; height: 240px;" src="http://www.tremblantmountain.com/images/heros/a5191be4a4a58567f62d45e1c0e5c9e4.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKwV21m1ddutIH6nnQUR3tyOOgDkZi-gM8HiqGPTWy7a-g1QC8CUhFll37hQ4HiBWdeVeIts0KHKvzWT6AI3sr6jkmTWsJZDdVRMixl6q6LGVgD7HByNlE3x2fs6sgtUBaSdBdzeEEXZQ/s1600/271.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKwV21m1ddutIH6nnQUR3tyOOgDkZi-gM8HiqGPTWy7a-g1QC8CUhFll37hQ4HiBWdeVeIts0KHKvzWT6AI3sr6jkmTWsJZDdVRMixl6q6LGVgD7HByNlE3x2fs6sgtUBaSdBdzeEEXZQ/s320/271.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5658780734511197506" /></a><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><u><br /></u></span></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Montreal, Quebec, Canada. yep, I've already spent a month there. Montreal is just like the western country that I ever imagined. Its cold, sometimes I got sick of it. Its hot sometimes, where I could have a sunbath at the field(sunbath is really amazing). you wouldnt feel tired eventhou u walks miles away. its nice to have a cup of cap</div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">pucino under the morning sun leaning back on a tree with a calm breeze. The best thing abt montreal is u could experience both old town and modern city. there is an underground mall, connecting 3 superb, big mall. and there is an old small town to experience the Old Historical Montreal. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"></div><div><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">The people; mm its kinda hard to mingle with them. One is because some of them is francophone and their accent is kinda different. Plus they talk way too fast. Two is they talk a lot abt beers, which I have no idea about. But there are also some who are friendly enough to talk with. Just that you couldnt hang out with them and lepak at kedai mamak minum teh tarik. here u gotta hang out at pub drinking beers and wait to pass out. lol</div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: justify; "></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;">The leaves has start falling. Its autumn soon and im going to Mont Tremblan. The view gonna be awesome there. Even in McGill, the leaves turned reddish orange. the weather is becoming crazy lately because sometimes its hot, and sometimes its rainy. Perhaps its because of the season change. Cant wait for the winter soon. Im really looking forward for the first snow to fall. and in canada, the winter is a bit longer, even the field can turn into an ice rink. Gonna try playing ice hockey here.</div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">just came back from an open house this morning. Finally there's nasi lemak served here. Its a typical raya menu here. lontong, nasi impit, serunding. Oh my thats really rare here. I tried to cook a few Malaysian meals by myself, some of them were good, some are soo bad. after all, its not so bad for a first timer. haha. =)) Its kinda hard to live by urself. Hostels is not challenging enough. Thou they gave me a lil bit of experience to live by myself, its not sufficient to face this kind of life. But believe in yourself. You have that hidden survival skill that is still unleashed from you. By a matter of time, you'll get what you need to do to live. -I keep myself comfortable before i came here saying those thing. haha. But honestly, its true.</div><div><div style="text-align: justify; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguh92DUKWbFgWgIexAjBsFwDC_-NjmttpfqOLVuKQ79eEaOhqM3AiLCxqYLjbGIhFgPtCpKf3_cCC_DhMdbDJVCQYslsRpwsHJjD6fPiKDQ1mntcCErO6m4X-GgxT8NkiuFfwuTViukCY/s320/2011-10-01+14.53.22.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5658780734643768130" style="text-align: left; display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;">Ada tikar mengkuang kat sini!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Till we meet again folks. Promising days await for me ahead. And Im looking forward to venture into those days, where amazing happen.</i></div><div><br /></div></div></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-84944346474064339232011-09-01T01:36:00.002+08:002011-09-01T02:14:06.247+08:00Its raya<div style="text-align: justify;">Minta maaf dengan pos tajuk 'raya' sebelum ni. mesti anda semua tekan2 link di follower anda kan untuk baca post saya? dan dengan kecewanya melihat tiada apa2 pun yang tertulis. haha. minta maaf tersalah tekan rasanya. masa tu masih lagi buntu untuk menulis. Sekarang ni anda dah x tertipu dah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Beberapa jam lagi sebelum aku board atas kapal terbang mas MH 072, aku meluangkan sedikit masa untuk berkongsi tentang lesson beberapa ketika sebelum ni. Aku rasa sangat bertuah dpat beraya di Malaysia tahun ni. Walaupun sibuk mengemas2 barang sebelum pergi ke canada. Dapatlah juga membasahkan lidah mengisi perut ni dengan rendang, kuah kacang, nasi impit, lontong, lemang, mungkin sana nanti susah nak jumpa menu2 macam ni. melainkan ada yang buat open house. kadang2 terpikir jugak knapalah lemang ni dijadikan makanan yang ideal untuk disajikan masa ketika aidilfitri ni. Buluh tu ada simbol2 yang signifikan ke? Meriam buluh? haha.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Lahir dalam keadaan yang normal sangat beruntung. x ada retard, penyakit kronik, IQ tinggi, tough, x obese... Ikutkan luar sana ramai yang x bertuah macam aku ni. rare cases memang ada yang mendapat simpati, ada yang berjaya dengan cara sendiri, tapi berapa sangatlah yang dapat peluang macam tu? ramai aje yang terbiar dan akhirnya hidup mereka ni. papa kedana, menagih, minta derma. perkara ni normal. dan ia datang daripada genes kita sendiri. kadang2 bukan kita yang minta kita dilahirkan sedemikian rupa. semuanya ditentukan sejak azali lagi. Sini aku bukan nak mengelaskan mana2 pihak tapi, cuma rasa syukur sebab ditentukan qadar aku menjadi macam ni. Alhamdulillah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">baru2 ni aku pergi sekolah lama. jumpa cikgu2 lah konon2nya macam lagi 10 tahun x jumpa dah. tpi macam menjadi adat untuk kembali ke sekolah, jumpa cikgu2, ucap selamat raya, minta restu, ucap terima kasih.. dan apa yang paling mengujakan aku tentang integomb ialah tenaga pengajar. ikutkan mana ada orang yang nak buat kerja secara percuma dalam dunia ni. semua orang mesti nak ganjaran atas apa yang dibuat. tapi ada satu driving factor laen yang menyebabkan manusia bekerja secara percuma. Satisfaction. Memang jadi trend dkt integomb, setiap tahun, student2 ni di basuh habes2an untuk buat the best dalam SPM. dan secara x langsung, student2 ni memang go all out study. perkara ni lah yang menjadikan teachers x serik untuk mengajar. x kan lah nk mengecewakan harapan satu batch yang betul2 nak berjaya. kan? terima kasih SBPI Gombak.</div><div>
<br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Setelah dapat beraya di Malaysia ni, rasanya x ada apa2 lagi yang menghalang aku untuk berangkat pergi. Aku satisfied dengan apa yang aku dah lakukan di sini. Aku dapat pergi dengan senang hati. Cuma mungkin aku akan rindukan suasana di Malaysia. Dekat sana nanti orang kata cuma gembira beberapa hari je. Lama2 nanti bosan juga. Haha. Selamat Hari Raya semua, Maaf Zahir Batin</i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-14701638774314091482011-08-30T01:38:00.001+08:002011-08-30T01:38:38.066+08:00RayaMustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-67261484373591181802011-08-16T01:09:00.006+08:002011-08-23T01:33:57.514+08:00A farmhouse<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBnpeFTVz3DsM2Rgav1aAPEUUMp5_eJkjldyE7pcrFOrROnCz6nPxm2cOaAtfFCbpwBBCJpTP_x_mOjcW736d6i_TKtYRgauJHKCNiJkC9w2Z1LLrGaEnmnuJNMqtCzplKKG_zHxdYSpI/s1600/barn-on-the-farm.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><blockquote></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBnpeFTVz3DsM2Rgav1aAPEUUMp5_eJkjldyE7pcrFOrROnCz6nPxm2cOaAtfFCbpwBBCJpTP_x_mOjcW736d6i_TKtYRgauJHKCNiJkC9w2Z1LLrGaEnmnuJNMqtCzplKKG_zHxdYSpI/s320/barn-on-the-farm.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5643734237249851858" /></a>
<br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Have you ever dreamed to live in a farmhouse? for me, a farmhouse was meant to be the one that have trucks and a lot of weed in a barn where we can lie down when we are tired doing our works. But of course we couldnt find one here in Malaysia. It's gonna be a bit different. I went to col.Nik's farmhouse couples of weeks ago, and i found out that his farmhouse was amazing too. Eventhough it was in a forest, but it was cool enough. U get the cold breeze in the morning, got a fish pond and even a treehouse. The house is quite isolated from the other houses but yea, this is how a malaysian farmhouse looks like. It is not a farmhouse literally, but we called it one. haha. I'm sure gonna push my dad to have such house when he is bored of working. alright dad? haha.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">hmm, all this while my life is always at the top. I got everything that I wanted (though some small matters didnt), I live a happy life, a good family, education, wealth, its like everything went through ideally for me. The saying always goes there-s time when we are at the bottom. And I always believe that time will come one day. it just not yet. The same goes in any family. Put a family as a person. There-s time when there is someone in the family is the black sheep. Only a matters of how the family takes a really good care of that one. Perhaps the black sheep can turn the story around.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">2 weeks to go. sorrows felt in my heart. Thinking that I will leave this room empty. Minus one person from the house. I'm not worried to be there since im meeting a lot of new person and people. Its gonna be fun there. But leaving this one away was too sad. Less people means less fun and hectic. =( Surely gonna miss Malaysia soo much. My family just went out to crave some buffet durian. Gosh, feels like threwing up eating soo much durian. haha. btw this may be the last time I would meet a durian. The next one would be next year or two other year. If only the flight allow us to bring some to canada. haha!</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Col.Nik gave up few advices before we went away from his farmhouse. Well, as a person, we gotta really know what is it that we want to achieve in life. Is it enough to only finish ur degree? U got to find ur self-actualization factor like those in maslow-s hierarchy of need. That is something that you have to figure out now. And my dad said that a degree is only a piece of paper. The success of a person is determined after u receive 'that' paper. people may not have a degree and end up to be a business tycoon. This person was success in terms of wealth. Maybe there-s another definition of success in others belief. who knows? After thinking of all these stuff, I believe this all comes with times. Who knows what are we doing right now will end up making us to be a millionaire one day. Maybe what I wrote right now will change my future. We just ddnt knew. So keep work hard and do the best in whatever u do people. </i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-40687448724860538682011-08-10T23:28:00.003+08:002011-08-11T12:03:55.547+08:00Masak2 & sponsor<a href="http://www.wholefamily.com/aboutyourkids/images/cartoon_images/cooking_with_kids_600.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 386px; height: 369px;" src="http://www.wholefamily.com/aboutyourkids/images/cartoon_images/cooking_with_kids_600.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>
<br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Tinggal kurang dari sebulan aku duduk di bumi Malaysia. Waktu ni ramai mula mengajak untuk memasak, di fb siap ada group "We Love Cooking". agak beneficial group tu. tp aku x beberapa nak memanfaatkan sangat input yang mereka postkan. Mungkin bukan my nature untuk love cooking. Fikir2 balik, memang susah untuk hidup sendiri nanti kalau x tau memasak. Silap2, mati kebuluran dekat negeri orang nanti. Mungkin disebabkan aku membesar dengan ada pembantu rumah. Jadi x pernah timbul inisiatif dalam diri ni untuk memasak untuk diri sendiri. Biasanya, turun2 je dah ada makanan yang dah siap dihidang. X kisah lah lunch ke, dinner ke, breakfast ke, ada saja. Secara teori mungkin tahu nak memasak, tapi bila x praktis, semua benda lupa. =(</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Sponsor. kebelakangan ni, selalu terlintas dalam buah fikiran aku ni macam mana MARA nak handle beratus2 student yang akan fly x lama lagi. kadangkala timbul rasa nak tolong je MARA handle student yang banyak perangai ni. Ada yang borang x lengkap lah, dlm yahoo group tanya macam2, minta itu, minta ini. Kalau ikutkan memang tiada masa nak melayan sorang2 student ni. sama juga dengan Dr Saaidah yang handle placement student KMB. Rasanya, hari2 dia berhadapan dengan komputer untuk me-reply inbox2 dia. Ya, memang benar itu kerja diorang dan mereka dibayar untuk buat semua ni. tapi kan lagi bagus kalau kita memudahkan kerja diorang. at least takda lah penat sangat melayan karenah kita yang berbagai ni. kan?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">Aku sangat bersyukur, memikirkan yang aku tergolong dalam orang2 yang bertuah. Kalau ikutkan, mana ada sesiapa dalam dunia ni yang nak secara percuma bagi RM 700k untuk kita spend belajar (x de lah free, tp bayar small portion). rasanya, kalau nak bayar balik semua pun sampai mati x terbayar2. ikutkan, dekat luar sana ada ramai lagi yang lebih bijak/ pandai/ yang lebih memerlukan bantuan macam ni. Dalam ratusan ribu lepasan SPM yang score gempak2 kita juga yang dipilih untuk dapat scholar ni. bertuah x kita?</div><div>
<br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Untuk memasak sebenarnya boleh je walaupun ada pembantu rumah. Perkara ni inisiatif kita sendiri sebenarnya. Dan untuk orang my type yang x pnah ada inisiatif sendiri, mungkin dlam masa2 yang kritikal timbullah perasaan nak selamatkan diri sendiri. haha. Untuk MARA, aku x tahu lagi macam mana nak berterima kasih atas semua benda yang dah dibuat untuk aku. Terima Kasih MARA, Ms Sheila, Dr Saaidah, Ms Farida. Mungkin tempat yang aku dpat sekarang ni yang terbaik untuk aku, dan mungkin ada ujian yang lagi besar menunggu dkt sana nnt. Percayalah kat mana kita berada, itulah yang terbaik.</i></div><div> </div></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-69428765674162464242011-08-07T01:17:00.003+08:002011-08-07T01:41:32.153+08:00Im an IB graduate.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_8h0bgZ2YQrRGGPhK0CFmhZnTkG1C-qwLm9s8r3bR7UuQNZtrBnAsL8-99hNtEkmiaheQ_LOzDghSAz2wcfImElJ60ddyxvKxxNSClOZdjtT65wr433Eb-vgxZZBeC3Fy2ArfzPH2c3o/s1600/IMG_3856.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_8h0bgZ2YQrRGGPhK0CFmhZnTkG1C-qwLm9s8r3bR7UuQNZtrBnAsL8-99hNtEkmiaheQ_LOzDghSAz2wcfImElJ60ddyxvKxxNSClOZdjtT65wr433Eb-vgxZZBeC3Fy2ArfzPH2c3o/s320/IMG_3856.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5637798913126546658" /></a><div style="text-align: justify;">Its graduation day!! Once i entered the hall from the car park, I could see all happy faces, eager to greet each other, neatly dressed, wishing luck. All the worries that rumbling around my chest gone this morning. I can't even think that it's graduation day. I'm just too amazed to realize that the day has come. Busy wearing the robe, taking pictures, throwing the cap especially, laugh with old friends makes the day just perfect.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">The ceremony was hell yeah. its great! eventhough there's no feast/ anything to eat (its ramadhan of course. duhh) the ceremony went well. Though it tooks some time during the photo session. It's hard to fit 400 people in one frame. u got to have a really3 wide lens to get it done. An 8mm perhaps?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">After all, it looks like everyone is satisfied with the day. I enjoyed my day too. I'm just grateful that IB ended perfectly for me. Here are some pictures from the graduation album:</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgidCWMakM2_v4uph3SVU4jHwjcnSE2EBlYbvMyTFM76We69uLAUGhX8Wnshx7J7i69C7BRvRtPWU7kw4f6hGnQOdx44cGD7fBt8sWaPmOcHQq6P450Qfef8gxkJGDlRJ0dYqVYX9gkPsE/s320/blog+5.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5637798905762665602" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgo2KwcOCuqmJXpCD_qPMrejAB3ojzwpzXJ7-6vOA5OdR52jhnTrfwQGpDn0ShenDUoHcP3i__5-jGnLv1OlhCVIvqw_Poe9zQKrzwHC38kKk9Wz8ChFiPcRMsTudDQ-qmkzTs6px2ssEg/s320/blog+3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5637798906062766450" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyidPqpwfJXrSZeFnhEr4x1khgXBZ18y8B4e5wIklekOjRIDifZkPSuh0kOWhifiBmNJHDY2Fg2V6dqU0V7JNkzdc9rmTTDrD8f6yNSXDyEX3oXhN_MsRLrB6Ly-PkWdVAOro1LGa_Tkk/s320/blog+2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5637798905617931602" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></div><div><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Im now an IB graduate. If people ask me about IB, i could tell them from A to Z ab</i><i>out it. How hard it is, how fun, and how people can go crazy doing IB. this is how i live my life throughout IB. I've been there. and i've done it.</i></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-64771937552182134162011-08-05T23:16:00.004+08:002011-08-05T23:58:10.873+08:00Esok<div style="text-align: justify;">Ramadhan2. Seronok. hari pertama berbuka, semua ahli keluarga ada di rumah. Setelah penat berjalan seharian menyelesaikan urusan, terasa lesu dikala menunggu waktu berbuka, dapat menahan hinggalah terbenamnya matahari. diserikan pula dengan suasana meriah ahli keluarga. Alhamdulillah. begini rupanya ganjaran untuk orang yang bersabar. tapi, untuk 5 hari pertama ni, x banyak amalan yang dapat aku laksanakan. sibuk dengan urusan dunia. kena improve untuk hari yang berikutnya ni. InsyaAllah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Esok hari graduasi Kolej Mara Banting. Ini tandanya aku betul2 dah melepasi 2 tahun perjuangan kat sana. Kadangkala, aku rasa yang aku x layak untuk menerima anugerah ni. menyebabkan aku x betul2 bersedia untuk hadir ke majlis graduasi. last2 minute barulah nak mencari dress code yang sesuai, barulah nak review invitation letter. Mungkin aku sendiri yang x paham apa tu graduation day. Haha.</div><div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Tapi, memandangkan esok menandakan kejayaan aku di kolej, aku tamatkan dengan seindah yang mungkin. Mungkin dengan perasaan yang sama seperti aku mula2 masuk ke KMB. atau dengan pakaian yang sama? esok pasti meriah. Harapnya dapat jumpa semua di PICC esok. walaupun mungkin x dapat bertegur sapa dengan semua, tapi cukuplah dengan hanya senyuman seperti mana yang biasa di KMB. 2 tahun untuk mengenali 400 orang memang sukar. Esok mungkin kali terakhir untuk bertukar pandangan. lepas ni sangat jarang untuk jumpa lagi. kan?</div><div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt03fBJ23TZfb9a_U-w5KdZ8VTF8_ZW3DLUsotoLFNq85TTcgY7Dnm_2BJxTaocoN__o5xLidVfrxz1E2LRrUoBwsD1c47TqMXMaKN8YKYQkplITlw0JaICUBdUFjp3zAbd-p0h8om4KM/s320/blog.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5637400639080802642" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Here i come graduation! with my worn out shoes-</i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>di mana pun kita selepas ini, tidak kira disini, atau diperantauan, segala ketetapan hidup kita telahpun ditentukan sejak azali. Mungkin hari ini bukan hari kita. Mungkin kita dipinta untuk bersabar, dan terus menunggu sehingga hari tu datang. Ending sesuatu cerita bukannya selalu macam hindustan. ada banyak lagi versi2 cerita yang lain. Itu yang membuatkan ia jadi lebih menarik.</i></div><div> </div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-61266753855116359882011-07-24T04:43:00.003+08:002011-07-24T05:04:51.403+08:0023rd July<div style="text-align: justify;">Went back to Malacca today. Mak andak is having kenduri for arwah wan and in conjunction with the coming fasting month. Supposedly went back kampung last night, but because of Fi's BBQ which makes me came late home, my mom and bro have already felt asleep. so its delayed to this morning.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">My dad had a dream last night. It's about arwah wan. It's only a short while dream. He dreamed of himself shaking wan's hand and kiss her hand while she ask my dad about me going to canada soon. In his dream, there is me walking around and my dad pointing me saying to wan: "ha, tu farhan tu". Then the dream switch to other scene. Short isn't it? Have we ever met someone that we really miss or someone that we really want to meet in our dream? Try to count how much it happen. It rarely happen. And once it does, we feel grateful about it. =)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">In kampung, it's musim rambutan now. At mak andak house, her trees is full of those fruit. It's my job to bring them down. Honestly i rarely been to dusun, and only once or twice pick down rambutan. There's no scissors in mak andak house, only a worn out sickle. So the branch have to be twisted to bring it down. And I DONT know how to do it. it takes me bunch of energy compared to those that my dad have done. This is how a city boy went to dusun and petik rambutan. It's not that i dont know at all. It just that there's supposed to be an easier way to do it.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">At night, I hang out with integombians to watch Malaysia vs Singapore. Lot of goals. Lame goals, good goals. and the match ended with 5-3. quite sad to see Malaysia loses. especially when being left 4-1 in the first half. duh. Then we played laser tag. bla2. on the way back there's 6 ppl in the car, and there's a roadblock on our way back. Darn. then one of us have to hide down at feet at the passenger seat. Poor Faris. And there's 2 roadblocks but we manage to pass through both. Luckily we ddnt get caught tonight. haha. Lucky.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>There's so much events happening today. and it went through as if it tries to tell me something.</i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-1332705494841795192011-07-22T01:17:00.003+08:002011-07-22T01:42:09.052+08:00Hmm<div style="text-align: justify;">Belakangan ni agak busy dengan macam2 perkara. daripada lpas kluar result IB haritu, sambung pula dengan pushing boundaries, bawa czn yang datang dari sabah jalan2 around KL, Pegi HQ mara.. banyak sangat aktiviti dan jadual pun semakin padat. Byk juga lesson yang nak dikongsi sebenarnya. cuma x ada masa nak post dalam ni. Ini mungkin sedikit cebis-cebisan yang boleh aku extractkan untuk smua.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">dalam pushing boundaries, patutnya aku cuma diassign jadi cameraman, x sangka pula kena join skali dengan group yang jadi peserta. Yang lain tentang ini cuma pesertanya terdiri daripada orang2 management dari proton. Agak akward untuk mix around dengan diorang. Tapi eventually mereka ni sama je macam kita. perangai, jenaka, idea. Cuma dalam perbincangan mereka lebih aktif memeri idea mungkin kerana dah terbiasa dengan meeting2/ discssion smua. dan term2 mereka lebih hebat la didengar. haha. Mungkin perjalanan program ni lah yang membuatkan kosnya mahal. RM 400 sepatutnya aku bayar. Tapi untungnya kali ni aku dapat join dengan free. Pengisiannya koman, tapi environmentnya membuatkan kem ini berbeza.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Saudara-maraku yang datang dari sabah ni kali terakhir mereka datang semenanjung adalah 8 tahun lepas. Satu jangka masa yang sangat lama. Itu adalah pada waktu pak cik aku berkahwin yang kini ada anak yang berusia 9 tahun. Peluang untuk mereka datang ni bukan calang2. Aku cuba berikan yang terbaik dan mereka jelas nampak happy menetap disini. Meriah rumah ni dibuat mereka, czn2 yang dekat2 cni pn datang rumah juga nak bermalam sekali. memang riuh rendah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>" Macam mana kereta kelisa dekat sana?"</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>" mm.. banyak jugala pakai..."</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Kereta tu nampak sihat daripada penerangan cznku. Katanya guna untuk bawa adik ke skolah. Kadang2 bwk nenek pergi menjenguk sawah yang nampak gunung kinabalu tu. dengar cerita cznku ni sangat baik jaga kereta tu. basuh selalu. kegunaanya pn nampak bermanfaat. mungkin kehadiran kau kat sana lebih bermakna kelisa.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-2802343688688760312011-07-07T00:29:00.005+08:002011-07-07T03:26:56.357+08:00heard<a href="http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRjJ43G7cE-cliK7LyjzgvVhz3Jau7ydJNMEvHZMFW2uSYLItYLHg&t=1" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 275px; height: 183px;" src="http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRjJ43G7cE-cliK7LyjzgvVhz3Jau7ydJNMEvHZMFW2uSYLItYLHg&t=1" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">Just received IB results today. At first, i deactivate my fb and phone so that i wouldnt knew what happen out there when ppl asked around abt the results from college. I wanted to knew it by myself through the official websites. but since i cant hold my patience, i asked azam to checked it for me. and Alhamdulillah, everything goes well. just before that, i heard many rumors from skype which there;s only few of us in skype. not much gossip leaked out there. but still my heart pounds soo fast before azam tell me what the numbers are.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">all this while, i never expected that i got that much. its far from real for me. My performance was far much worse in final compared to those that i did in previous sem. I was worried sick. everytime i end a paper, i feel bad abt it. Thinking that I cant make it. even until the moment before the result came out, i feels that i couldnt make it. but Allah heard my prayers. I always ask for strength, to accept the result whatever it is, ask for guidance if I were not to be at the desired place and hoping that I could at least achieve the minimum score to further my studies. smtimes i could imagine how grateful i am if i passed wth flying colours and sometimes i just thought that i might need smthg up my sleeve</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "> if anything happen.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span">Now everything is real. evrything that i ever imagine have come alive. and im grateful for that. Everything that i've been through all this while is much worth it. It come to senses right now.. with hardwork, sacrifice, and faith, it makes everything into one conclusion. Thank you Allah for hearing my prayers.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>within this joy, there's also sorrow engulfing me, thinking of those that cant share the same joy as i feel now. I do feel bad when ppl were override by joy that they forgot there's some who cant. Is this a test?</i></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ahh, before i forgot, i would also want to thanks those that have support me all this while to get this far. families, teachers, and friends. you know who you are. there;s just soo much to mention here. =) Thank you everyone.</div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-57168904679179348102011-07-03T23:14:00.002+08:002011-07-03T23:28:37.304+08:00The act of giving<div style="text-align: justify;">Tajuk post ni pernah sekali dulu aku cuba untuk ketengahkan ttp oleh sbb busy x memasal, lgsg dilupakan post itu. Tabiat memberi ni kadangkala menjadi satu perkara yang ikhlas dilakukan, kadangkala x sedar, kadangkala hanya sekadar ingin menunjuk2. tapi apa yang penting, dalam mengamalkan tabiat ini, pasti ada pihak yang akan mendapat faedahnya. Mungkin sesetengah orang menimbulkan spekulasi tentang apa gunanya membelanjakan wang ribuan ringgit untuk sesuatu yang x memberi pulangan kepada kita. tidakkah itu rugi?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mungkin ini pemikiran mereka yang gemarkan wang. Tapi mengikut norma manusia yang semakin hari semakin <i>civilized, </i>semakin kenal akan kehidupan<i> </i>ni, memberi tu perkara yang mulia untuk dilakukan. Manakan tidaknya, buat orang lain happy, siapa yang x suka bukan? =)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Baru2 ni, ibuku hantar kereta kelisa kepunyaan kakakku pulang ke kampung di sabah. Haish, mula2 rasa sayang sangat satu-satunya kereta manual yang ada di rumah ni dah tiada. Kereta nilah yang membenarkan aku merayau2, mengenali papantanda, jalanraya, mercu tanda yang ada di kawasan rumahku ini. Tujuan menghantar kereta tu pulang untuk kegunaan nenekku yang sakit di kampung. Untuk berulang alik ke hospital. Yang menarik tentang perkara ini, datukku amat gembira, berkata2 dengan riang kepada emakku betapa gembiranya dia. Nenekku pula menangis x mampu berkata apa2. =)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>menyedari hakikat ini, pemberian kereta itu jelas membawa erti yang amat dalam. orang lain jadi happy bukan?</i> </div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-23136882149630557592011-06-27T04:26:00.003+08:002011-06-30T03:01:07.141+08:00hello stadium!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe7IgOQvJdq0pRzuN-OTRELPGtKdFw4uy4TB7w56RyaMkSeDBsjSYPCOkv3KlbySqQLYADDqj9KxdOp3tdH-n09qHTixKUFMsb08MaiP4m3xiWj0PoacVHYppXQH8KrRRrR3tEWCPb76M/s320/blog.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623718530134526578" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Today's match is Malaysia against Taiwan (chinese taipei) in qualifying round for world cup 2014 (i think) =,=. It's quite recent that the plan was in the air. going to stadium bukit jalil to watch the game LIVE! Actually its a first time moment for most of us that went there today. Now i knew how it feels to stay in a bunch of crowd, in a stadium eventhough before this i thought that watching the match from TV is much better than go to stadium, pay RM20 and sit on a dirty chair with sweat all over. But its different, the air was cool, the hygiene just ignore la,, and the crowd is the one that we dont have in house. Eventhough some of them are rude, swearing all along the game but their presence made the whole game more fun.. the moment when the players almost scored and everyone like--- arghh..and the moment they celebr</div><div style="text-align: justify;">ate the goals.. it just amazing.. i learn a lot of cheers for malaysian squad too. Not know even one before. and its cool. Luckily the game today was good. eventhough malaysian squad was quite slow in the 2nd half. But still win. so its ok LA. haha.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">been out a lot recently.. to college, met azwari and his brother, ms shereen, pn adilah's house, meeting a singaporean friend for breakfast, watch football, and tmrrw gonna watch transformers 3. argh if this thing continue i will get broke. Im jobless now and there is no inflow in my pocket. Missed the moment when i work in giant as cashier. Just now, i came back from LRT using my motorbike (a 14 years old motorbike)..very old though. and even died in the middle of the highway.. the thing about riding a motorbike reminds me of the 'air'. the air that i used to feel everytime i went back from Giant to my house. Its cold, breezy, but peace. I do this everyday to get 1000+ a month. No wonder i missed it. haha..</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPPFyLvAGbdJX0GDEE3-zN7l1Ty7DksuSgIKBsYBcWzccsM0257jEJUbHxCCdv0e16S-IqFHgIhbJkLpMX1cT5fm1tLCR_2X98nJLWey5rgtqp6m-J01rv6pnwnDZDCzxuYV4W84XMhyQ/s320/blog+2.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623718534328026546" /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Ada ketika, segala yang berlaku keatas kita boleh jadi saaangat cantik. ada ketika yang sebaliknya berlaku. Mungkin inilah ujian kita sebagai seorang hamba. sentiasa bersyukur dan merendah diri dengan apa yang kita ada. Baru2 ni dua2 pernah berlaku dalam timeline hidup ni. nampaknya 'seimbang' =)</div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-12940307676861945362011-06-17T02:06:00.003+08:002011-06-19T12:20:28.727+08:00Re: Tora!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Ok. here's my view on last soalan cepumas. All sayings is true. Have asked around abt this matter and i agree with pair that have a lot of common interest. TOo much opposite may lead to quarrel. For example, let say if husband suka travel, but the wife prefer ddk rmh. There must be one of them that has to stand down and respect the other stands. Yea it can be done in sequence, go travel, the next year stays at home. but it-s better if both agree to do the same thing. Both get the same benefit in the same time. Agree? So its much better if one have more same interest rather than total opposite.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;">One of my teacher in KMB passed away recently. Mr Gunaseelan. I never became one of his student, but from stories that i heard, he is sure a great teacher. despite of the disease that he have, he still shows his joy in school, entertaining peoples and students around him. Since i havent have a chance to meet Mr Guna family in person, but i would like to express my condolence to his family.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"> In the same time, my basketball coach in my former school got married yesterday. Siti Khadijah Syarina. That is the name of his couple. I still remember back there, where bro ajim was so childish to mingle around with us playing basketball and make jokes in hostel, on court.. Nw he is married and sure have greater responsibility that he have to carry. Congratulation to coach ajim.</div></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIOwbgvQz3pVg0U08jGalzHmfkhWq4_QuGqRyam4rOJytMxkZLInNIdNJj0ffGAbEDcDqo_LIRUr19BOq0Yq2NWNaLQAEVu61IIxU-3wqmNmYnA5mOSNmD69HmbllF9Nud0jY1FEUGK60/s400/blog.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5619762151591974306" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>See how life cycles. One human went away, there's two people joins to further create new offspring to replace him. This is how life cycles. Its a fact and as a muslim, we have to believe in the qada' and qadar that have been decided since our soul was still in soul's realm. o btw. yesterday was father's day. Thank you dad for all the joy n happiness that u've brought to this family. so here's cake for you.. =)</i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRVG_vOz5TjFUgeXqIPeJ8xq_T8WuuenjiG3XxWbB97yJ5yRwXGFUwgy_W-XpCKGlNMlwpBOedq4RIi-yidiMA3SLICyGo9_xOITdeVCBkmSj06V_3Y7tR1d2OSmSaLird_ltMA_OSZS0/s400/blog2.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5619780731482417938" /></i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-86599751985648975252011-06-13T00:51:00.003+08:002011-06-13T01:25:26.771+08:00Tora. =)<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Tajuk post kali ni x de kena mengena dengan Tora pun. tau x tora tu apa? nanti ada pic dekat bwh post ni. Hari ni, aku hantar adikku pulang ke MRSM gemencheh. Singgah satu supermarket dan ternampak Tora ni. terus beli. haha. Musim persekolahan dah mula, rumah ni berkurang pula ahlinya. kalau x masa2 sekarang ni ada juga sorang adik tercangak dekat depan comp lagi satu. Pasal Tora, coklat dia makin x sedap. dan mainan yang disertakan memang sangat "kokak". Tapi Tora ni sangat meningatkan aku ketika zaman sekolah rendah dulu-dulu. Memang gemar sangat beli. yang lebih kokak dari Tora pulak, is Ding-Dang. Haha.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Harta. Wang, aset, cash, smua term2 business kluar ketika aku memikirkan tentang harta. Smua ini disebabkan oleh aku memikirkan tentang bermain saham/buat investment/currency exchange ketika cuti menunggu result ini. Konon-kononnya x nak buang masa macam tu aje. kalau nak kerja paling2 pun dapat kerja sebulan. The rest nak spend masa dalam Malaysia pula. Tentang harta, memang perlu di manage dari sekarang. Kalau ikutkan banyak lagi perkara yang aku x tahu tentang management harta ni. Hari ni baru aku ada peluang untuk diskus dengan emakku tentang harta ni. Mulalah keluar cerita tentang bayaran sewa kereta, rumah, convert cash kepada aset, beli tu beli ini. nanti bila harga dah naik baru jual balik. dapat untung!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Hmm. Menarik. sangat menarik. orang kata boleh kaya kalau bermain perkara2 yang dimention diatas. Tapi, dalam hidup ini, aku bukanlah orang yang nak mengejar sangat kekayaan tu. Bagi aku, aku rasakan kalau ada sebuah keluarga yang bahagia, source of funds yang cukup untuk menyara hidup dengan sedikit lebihan wang untuk simpanan, dapat kawan yang baik, satisfaction dipenuhi, iman yang kuat, sudah cukup memadai untuk mengisi ruang kosong hidup ni. Hidup ni mungkin mempunyai skop lebih luas dari ini tapi, fikirkanlah, tujuan hidup dan apa yang kita impikan dalam hidup ini. untuk dunia dan akhirat.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>Kadang-kadang, aku rasa untuk hidup dengan hanya p</i><i>enuhi impian sendiri pun x bagus juga.</i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>kita kena juga</i><i>berbakti kepada orang lain. dan untuk penuhi ini, kita perlu ada impian yang memberi faedah kepada orang lain. not too self-centered. ( hmm rasanya aku belum lagi set impian seperti ini)</i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>sini ada soalan cepu emas. Kalau ingin berkahwin, adakah pasangan itu perlu mempunyai common interest atau tidak? common interest ini seperti hobby ke, pekerjaan, or habit. Next post: my view on this issue.</i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgflGXgasdYf2g8qxFIuFyOWacCZ29RbhEP5UPUpv_tOB-qrE9Fsl8EbUTgfQXiQUdeQ5WNPYcN5ydpMKDeLAxesAyRwOXdVShtZZKL_cFD0Fdr6GLRUGM4kP4ENjkO12Hur97zk_A1igs/s400/Picture0007.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 361px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5617385126934513250" /></i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-87196344929977055482011-06-09T04:29:00.002+08:002011-06-09T04:56:52.510+08:002000th kilometres<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEianoopehwE6pWF1fn16N9fBHfJTHYkY9JuhcfdQwMK4rF72PDiD4cTxp3Oim6zu-QPjaqOWD5W44-2O7Xfl_a0Bok-UIkhHpdG8zosiTYzeLoD285FL04dqa8VrJ0JUv8p5ghcfYfRpxM/s1600/blog.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEianoopehwE6pWF1fn16N9fBHfJTHYkY9JuhcfdQwMK4rF72PDiD4cTxp3Oim6zu-QPjaqOWD5W44-2O7Xfl_a0Bok-UIkhHpdG8zosiTYzeLoD285FL04dqa8VrJ0JUv8p5ghcfYfRpxM/s400/blog.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5615955731153441634" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify; ">just got back from krabi, thailand. its a total of approx 2000 kilometre for the whole journey to and back from there. Most of the time in car i think. haha. Out of damansara for 5 days, visiting kedah as well and 3 days in krabi. The trip was absolutely amazing! The beach was wide and the sea was crystal clear. I was simply amazed by the beauty of the coral reef that can be clearly seen from a height of 3~4 metres. This is my first time to snorkel and the fact that i could swim with the fishes was just fascinating. COuld see gary from "finding Nemo" too here. haha! landscape was great and the landscape was absolutely beautiful. I can't describe how pretty is it, perhaps it is much better if we go there by ourselves to see the it with our own eyes.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">The Thai people was nice. Just that their signboard is quite hard to be read since they are using the sanskrit-look alike writing. The way they talk in english was cute, though its a bit hard to understand what are they actually saying. Some of them are good, but some can only speak few words of english. Have to use body language most of the time. =). </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">During my way back, we stop by at the 'bendang' for a while, shooting some pictures of the sunset there. I never been into a bendang before, and still not now since i was in my jeans and it is others bendang. we only stood by the edge of the sawah. My family have one in sabah, but i never been there. I really2 hopes that i could be in a true sawah one day. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">half a day in car is painful. But this time, we spent the whole time in car, hearing the story of my family past times. The hardship that i once been through when i was around 3 years old, remembering how i grow in the hand of others, how my parents life during their study, its pretty cool anyhow. I heard those stories before, but this have reminisce me again of the whole plot of my child life, and my family lifestory. Now i'm feeling really proud of it. haha.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>hmm, the beach in malaysia was cool too. Maybe it just that i never snorkel in Malaysia that makes me says that Krabi beach is soo beautiful. Every beach in the world is pretty i think. It just a matter whether we have been there or not. Now i know the story of my life. And it makes me feel to knew myself more and appreciate those who involve in those chapters. have you knew yours?</i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036196731123865006.post-8741384683475849922011-06-03T23:59:00.003+08:002011-06-04T02:34:01.663+08:00have a life!<div style="text-align: justify;">Dah dua minggu selepas hari last bergelar pelajar. sekarang ni boleh panggil penganggur lah rasanya. Minggu2 yang lalu ni x seefektif seperti zaman belajar dulu. minggu pertama dulu adala jugak pengisian, dengan program BTN, panjat broga hill, tengok bola, polo air, skating.. minggu kedua pula cuma memanaskan punggung diatas kerusi rumah ni tanpa buat apa2. cuma kerja2 rumah yang ringan dan terpacak dekat depan laptop yang 'kosong' ini. sangat x produktif.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Have a life! rasanya perlu bangun dari tidur ni. dah lama sangat terperap kat rumah, nak kata anak dara bukan juga. mungkin dah terbiasa dengan suasana rumah yang terlalu kondusif sampaikan terlalu sayang nak tinggalkan rumah. Maklumlah, membesar lama sangat dalam asrama. walhal banyak lagi perkara lain nak dibuat di luar sana.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">esok pagi aku bertolak ke siam dengan keluarga aku, boleh kata roadtrip yang memakan masa 10 jam. Orang kata duduk lama2 dalam kereta ni sangat bosan. kesian dekat driver yang terpaksa mengekang mata berjam2. jangan risau papa, ada lagi 3 org boleh sub ni. haha. Tapi, once dekat sana nanti, kereta ni jugaklah yang menyenangkan kesana sini. setuju? pegi sana macam perjalanan menghayati alam macam hafiz pun ada. Moga2 dapat belajar something, bukan hanya berjalan2 amek gambar dan balik. =)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjE8FzOQUMNW7MCiUa1KEisYlkS9DdoY_idxIPDcUGJ5_pvDpoklQYs5z4T-vNYozuawVaFtw4zcOVByt4_7rwMRpo1mCUy4tGLlFTuQ3bzpZLyFwIlYugWXXePFXj2hPkMfWI-3qIjecw/s400/259431_1570343517829_1812733757_977488_6555801_o.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614060808286288658" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>destinasi krabi ni sangat menggumbirakan aku. tempat james bond berlakonlah katakan. orang kata krabi ni sangatlah cantiknya. walaupun terdapat dilemma dan pilihan yang terpaksa aku buat dalam memilih percutian ni, tapi family comes first. Dan untuk hari2 yang mendatang, hopefully cuti kali ni x membosankan. Fill it up with action-packed activities, rush of adrenaline, fun and LESSON! </i></div>Mustafa Farhanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11316174391416859435noreply@blogger.com1